Diary 01
Today was my worst day. I'm feeling very demotivated. All of a sudden my mood swung rapidly from a heart that showered with the transient glimpse of happiness into sadness. I feel like I'm behind 1000 steps from my colleagues who do practical training like me too. As currently we are having pathogen war around the world, all of us are blocked from going outside. We have to stay at our home every single minutes and hour. For me, in the beginning Im feel glad because I can rest awhile from hardship of internship however when this movement control order will be extended Im feel very terrible. This outbreak really intimidate me at all cost. Mostly of my collagues have their work from home efficiently. But for me it's nothing! I do nothing at home and I feel I left far behind for them. what I really know right now is I have to catch up with them and keep learning without give up. Irony, this outbreak enlighten my heart to study and learn fervently.
07042020/solo
Diary 02
Today I unlocked one skill. I cut my brother's hair using hair cutter that usually barebr used at barber shop. By the way I leanred it by myself via youtube (lift up the shoulder).On the other hand, Im also feel blessed due to I received WORK from my senior. After waiting almost one week finally I have a job to be settled. However, it seems a similar task in which I had done before. Im very jealous with someone who learnt a lot in this MCO specifically. So, the other news that might me goosebump is tomorrow will be an announcement from our 8th Prime Minister regarding status of MCO. Many people foresee there will be extended more but for me if it will be happen I have to push myself to keep follow up with my friends who do a lot of work while MCO. Whatever the decision tomorrow In shaa Allah it will be good for myself, us and our country.
090420/solo
